The concert is finally over. After weeks of back breaking hardwork. The backstage crew were hand picked by our heads and before we knew it, we were plunged into work. Found myself enjoying it except when we got screamed at.
The sound, the music, the cyclorama and the microphones. Some other loves of my life. I am not a born actress, or a dancer for that matter. But its pure euphoria when i see work from the back stage. Not forgetting the goosebumps. That was the preview show.
The actual show day came. Lots to prepare, remember and coordinate. We couldn wait for the whole thing to end seriously. But then, when the whole show came to an end, i couldn stop the tears. I wish it didnt end. I learnt alot… about selflessness, giving and not expecting anything in return.
After that came the big time trial. Clearing up reports for case conferences, going for tuitions. Lack of sleep was draining me. Went without meals in vain efforts to rush for classes. Tempers flew as well. Maybe i took up more than i could chew. I felt disappointed in everyone around me. I felt that no one was apprectiative.
I am counting down to the holidays.
