The Paradox

The concert is finally over. After weeks of back breaking hardwork. The backstage crew were hand picked by our heads and before we knew it, we were plunged into work. Found myself enjoying it except when we got screamed at.

The sound, the music, the cyclorama and the microphones. Some other loves of my life. I am not a born actress, or a dancer for that matter. But its pure euphoria when i see work from the back stage. Not forgetting the goosebumps. That was the preview show.

The actual show day came. Lots to prepare, remember and coordinate. We couldn wait for the whole thing to end seriously. But then, when the whole show came to an end, i couldn stop the tears. I wish it didnt end. I learnt alot… about selflessness, giving and not expecting anything in return.

After that came the big time trial. Clearing up reports for case conferences, going for tuitions. Lack of sleep was draining me. Went without meals in vain efforts to rush for classes. Tempers flew as well. Maybe i took up more than i could chew. I felt disappointed in everyone around me. I felt that no one was apprectiative.

I am counting down to the holidays.

Spice Girls

She’s A Beautiful Girl

If you love someone 80%, give him 100% of it and as for the remaining 20% its yrs and all yours…100%.

Grow with each other…. Acknowledge each others’ differences…… talk and communicate. Whatever the fights, have it now. Lay the ground and walk on it now.

There will be lots of differences and that is where we learn to appreciate each others’ beauty. A good relationship should never be wasted for the sake of petty fights.

When we are stressed all kinds of negative thoughts flood our minds. Leran to accept ourself and admire our strengths. Whatever we dont like abt ourselves, learn to change it…. dont be complacent abt it.

Whatever it is, never go to bed feeling angry with each other.

I miss you my darling.

Finally back after a pretty long break from blogging.

I wonder sometimes… if the 1 week break was to take a breather after the last 10 hectic weeks or is it to breathe well before the even more hectic next 10 weeks . Whatever the case i know for sure that the next 10 weeks are gonna be a killer…

Some reflections on the last 10 weeks….

It was wonderful cos i got to meet alot of new people like the kids and their parents i am teaching.Some people may say that i am wierd but i do get a certain amount of kick when i get to know new children and their parents. You see shadows of the parents on their children or vice versa. You get glimpses of their crazy moments.Most of all i revel in the fact that each and every one of them are amazing individuals who have strength that goes words.

I kinda bit off more than could chew….English? Well i took on more teaching assigments and i think that this term is the first time ever i am teaching in 5 places at a go and the funny thing is it just gets increasing…Teaching.  A very stimulating environment for both the teacher and the pupil.

Hmmm…. Just thinking of all these is sapping my energy. Gonna take a snooze now